Most of you don’t know what it feels like to have a little foot kick you from the inside, or know what it feels like to lay down on a hospital bed and hear two heartbeats coming from inside you. Or getting to watch your belly grow bigger and bigger every single day. The feeling you get when you get to see your baby for the first time on the screen and you see that she is wiggling and growing healthy. You don’t know what it feels like to love someone that you made, to put another life in front of your own, or to care so much about someone who isn’t even born yet. You can say and think whatever you want about me. But it doesn’t change how I feel about my son. I have so much love for him. A love I have never felt before. If I had the chance to go back and change how things played out. I wouldn’t. I wouldn’t give up having a sweet baby boy by my side every day. Remember this, it could happen to anyone. & Now it’s the best thing that has ever happened. I have someone else to think about now, whose life is much more important to me than anyone who is trying to bring me down.